Trying the Obscura...

I recently pushed off my hesitancy to buy the Lensbaby Obscura Optic and went ahead and ordered to. It’s not really a lens for a camera but explained as more of a pin hole camera experience. Pin hole cameras have been used as far back at the fifth century BC. On the original pin hole camera there was no lens…just a pin hole. Today’s version of this camera by Lensbaby does have a covering over the hole but it’s not a lens.

The f/stops scared me when I first started researching the optic. F/32, F/64, and F/161. I tend to shoot around f/2.8 and f/4. That’s a huge difference. I also wasn’t sure it would compliment my style of photography. Those f/stops show a great deal of depth in an image. My work shows very little. So why would I try something so out of my element? In all honestly I didn’t have a good reason. Not having an answer to that question is the reason I bought the optic. Every time I try something new in photography, I walk away energized. My eyes are opened just a bit more. New lens, new techniques, new genres…they all help me to keep my creativity boosted. This is the reason I’m going to work at this optic. And it’s going to take work. I’ll need different subjects, different locations, and different light.

The worst that can happen is that I can decide it’s not for me or maybe not for every day use but it might be fun to have it my bag for that occasion when I’m looking for something different from my normal work or to help propel me out of a rut!

What have I got to lose?

And just so you know I don’t get them all right, this is day two. My composition leaves a bit to be desired, but I’m liking that the old bnw film feel.

Overcoming.....

This week I gave my first presentation on using Lensbaby lenses in photography. This was huge for me. I have never felt comfortable doing any kind of public speaking. I avoided doing this presentation for months before I finally agreed. Then Covid hit and it was over a year and half later before the request to present was made again. In that time I agreed to do a class for The Photography Workshop in West Chester, PA. I stil am afraid of public speaking but I guess when I jump, I’m all in!

On Wednesday I was in front of a few people I knew and I didn’t know if I should be frightened or relieved. If I messed up I could slink home and I’d never have to see a stranger again, but I was hoping people I knew would be in my corner! And that’s the way the night went! I thought I was well prepared, and for the most part, I was. There were a couple of questions I didn’t have answers to and one I got wrong, but I think overall things went well. I was talking about my favorite hobby, my photography and some of my favorite lenses!

I brought my gear to share so that people could see what I was excited to be talking about and I was surprised that someone I didn’t know had a Lensbaby, actually did and I was able to help her understand the lens a bit more! She had one of my favorites, the Velvet 56! At least one person left there with something positive!

That night empowered me to dig a little deeper for my next class. I have a little more work to do, but I think it’s going to go well too!

Some days you just need to put yourself out there and overcome!

Fall is just around the corner!

Waking up in the morning and temperatures outside are cooler then they are in the house is a sure sign that fall is not too far away! It’s also the time when I start to thing about all the things I planned to do outside while the temperatures were warm that I haven’t managed to accomplish. It’s also a time to enjoy the flowers that are in bloom right now! My dahlias are beautiful! The blooms large and a plenty! Sunflowers are at their peak and my mums are beginning to peak out of their buds!

This is a good time to take my camera back outside and capture the beauty around me. My Lensbaby lenses and gear help me to do just that! One of my favorite things about my lenses is how light weight they are! The Velvet 56 is the heaviest of my Lensbabies but probably still lighter than most of my other non-Lensbaby lenses. That’s really important to me now that I’ve got some shoulder issues I’m working through! It’s important for me to find a way to continue to shoot while rehabbing. These lenses make it so much easier!

Today I’m hoping the rain holds off long enough that I can get out to a class where we’re visiting a sunflower field at sunset! I’ll share what I found next week, if we’re lucky! In the mean time here is one of my dahlias with the Velvet 56 and the Omni melon wedge!

And just like that, summer is over....

I’ve always dreaded and welcomed the end of summer. I love the slower pace of life during the summer. Having more time to do nothing or anything I want. By August though, I’m weary of the heat and the humidity and there’s a small part of me that craves a bit more routine in my life. I accomplish more when I have less time. Or maybe I just make better use of the time I have.

Once the alarm starts going off at the end of August and it’s time to go back to school, I really feel like summer is over even though there’s actually almost another month of summer, officially. Some years I’m more excited for it than others. This is is one of those years. I’m working with a new teacher who is full of life and ideas! I will cherish watching her work her magic in planning for our students. I get the privilege of hanging out with a kindergarten student in need this year. A little one brand new to public school. I can’t wait to see how much fun and growth we can accomplish this year!

I’m also excited that I have two opportunities to share my passion for photography. I’ll be presenting at a photography group I joined many years ago, when learning photoshop was like trying to read a novel in a foreign language and I’ll be teaching a class at an adult night school called “Embracing the Blur!”

“Embracing the Blur” is a creative photography class based mostly on Lensbaby Lenses and equipment! I’ll be showing you all the ways you can create fun, artistic images for yourself! It doesn’t matter if you shoot macro, landscape or even portrait work, there’s a Lensbaby or a Lensbaby product for you! If you’re interesting in joining me in-person, here’s the link to the class. I’d love to see you there!

Velvet 56 at the Beach

Thanks to a generous relative I got spend a few days down the shore at their house. I love being awake and on the beach for sunrise and closing out the day with Sunset on the bay. I didn’t have great skies any day day that we were there but the peacefulness of being on the beach as the days started and ended was good for my soul. I took two lenses with me. My Velvet 56 and my Sigma 150-600. As I arrived at the beach I put on my Velvet and tried a couple of different techniques. I forgot my adaptor that would allow me to use my neutral density filters for long exposures so I made due with an ISO of 50 and shoot at f/16.

Some of my favorite images came from using ICM or intentional camera movement and the others from a 2-3 second exposure using my tripod.

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ISO 50 | 1/8 sec | f/16 | tripod

ISO 100 | 2 sec | f/16 | tripod

ISO 100 | 2 sec | f/16 | tripod

ISO 50 | 1/8 sec | f/16 | ICM

ISO 50 | 1/8 sec | f/16 | ICM

The Lensbaby Velvet 56 is an extremely versatile lens! I can shoot macro, landscape and everything in between. I can close down to include more detail or open up and achieve that gorgeous blur of my macro work. It’s no wonder it’s one of my favorites!

Feeling like you don't have a vision for your work?

This is the post I started writing about last week. I got sidetracked as I was writing and took off on a tangent that wasn’t at all part of my plans. I liked where I was headed so I went with it. This is what happens when I pick up my camera, sometimes. Most of the time, if I’m being honest. I might start out wanting to shoot flowers that have just started to bloom, so I grab my Nikon and pick a lens and off I go. I know the light in my various parts of my yard is prettier at certain times of the day than at others, so those are the areas I head to when I feel the need to shoot. I also know there are certain windows in my house that give me the beautiful light that pretty images are born from.

But what happens when I don’t know what I want to shoot. This is, actually, most of the time. I have never been one of the those people to “see” my shot before I take it. I don’t stress over my compositions. i just find something and start shooting. Those first few images are rarely keepers but they are part of the process. They’re my warm up images. My safe shots, if you will. Then I start exploring my subjects from different angles and locations. I move myself all around my subject or if the subject is movable, I’ll move into pretty light. I don’t chimp (review for you non-photographers) after each picture, but I do after every few to see if I’m on the right track. To see if what I’m feeling at this point is coming across in my images. Some days I might get that WOW image in 10-12 frames, but on some days it simply takes longer. When I first started out in photography someone once told me that a good photographer might get one good image for every 100 frames they shot. My first thought was “I’m glad I’m shooting digital or I might not be able to afford this hobby!”

I have a good friend, whom I’ve gone shooting with many times. I always used to envy her process. She sees her images before she shoots. She’ll pick up her camera and look at her subject and walk around and think about her settings. She’ll compose her shot in her head and then in camera. It’s a very meaningful, thoughtful process. Meanwhile I’ve already jumped in and started clicking away. I adjust as I go if I’m not liking something. I read somewhere that you should have a vision and I felt as though I was missing something. That something was wrong with me. Why didn’t I have a vision? I tried to change my work flow and attempted to do things my friends’s way and the way I read I should be doing them, but that process frustrated me and discouraged me from picking up my camera. Here’s the thing, if it works for me, why change it? My art is my art. It’s not my friend’s art or the art of the author who said I should have a vision. If their way works for them, great! I hope they keep at it! I needed to be true to myself and do it the way that keeps me engaged.

The act of picking up my camera is what inspires me. Composing in camera.. Pushing limits of light and focus. Trying new techniques. New lenses. Just jumping in there is what inspires me. I recently bought a very inexpensive set of lenses for my iPhone. While helping a friend out with a photography summer camp he teaches for kids, I pulled the kit out of my bag and started playing with it. I screwed one of the 5 lenses onto the clip and started shooting to see what it could do. I wasn't feeling it right out the box so I put it away. After all, I was a counselor and was supposed to be teaching, not shooting! During a break I mentioned to one of the other adults that I was frustrated with it and her response was “Did you read the directions?” Nope. I did not. I just jumped in and started playing. You never know what you’re gonna get and it might be a nice surprise.

Lately, my love of photography and desire for creativity in my work has lead me to Lensbaby for that exact reason. I love those surprises. It feels like magic sometimes! I have a few Lensbaby lenses and love the effect I get in camera with my work. One of their newer products is the Lensbaby Omni Creative Filter System. It’s a series of films, gels, and crystals that you use in front of your lens to add color, light flare, and other creative effects to your images. One of the things I truly love about using the Omni is you almost can’t preconceive an idea. You probably can’t recreate an image, exactly. The possibilities seem endless. I never know what my final image will look like until I see it in my view finder. This, my friends, is why it works for me. It allows me to explore the possibilities. Will I like them all? Nope. Will I read a manual. Nope. I’ll just pick them up and play! Having a vision doesn’t work for me. It’s not part of my journey and I’m okay with that! You should be too!

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This echinacea was shot using the reverse freelancing technique using a Helios 44-2 and one of the Lensbaby Omni Crystal wands! I just love the double exposure effect I created!




Now here’s one from the set of lenses I bought for my old iPhone. Is it perfect. Nope, but it’s good enough that I’ll play around with the lenses again sometime!

So if you’ve read this far, and still don’t know what or how to shoot, don’t feel discouraged. Take a break. Walk away for a while. Find something online that inspires you. Try a new technique. Buy a creative lens, if that’s your gig. Or just pick up your camera and head towards something meaningful to you. It might not be perfect or even good, but the act of clicking the shutter is a start!

Who are you as an artist?

One compliment I hear often is that I’m creative. I couldn’t disagree more, most of the time. I’ve always been one to copy or more truthfully, be inspired by other people and their art. Let’s go back to when I was young. I loved crafting of any kind. A neighbor whose name I forgot a long time ago taught me how to crochet. My mother to sew and do counted cross-stitch, embroidery, and countless other crafty things. All of those things came with patterns. Those patterns were someone else’s designs, not mine. Nevertheless, wanted to create what they offered.

Fast forward to being a mom and the scrapbook craze. Yes, I jumped on board and started documenting the lives of my family and then, individually, my boys so they’d have these wonderful records of everything they did, who their coaches were, the kids they played on sports teams with, that first good report card or the one that got them sidelined from soccer until their grades came back up. I fed off the creativity of my friends and of books that showed layouts and ideas for making these memories even more memorable. Again, not wholly my ideas. but pictures to get me started on the process.

My hobby of scrapbooking lead to pick up a camera. I want to say my “real camera” or the one that “takes those great images” but we’ll save that thought for another day. Scrapbooking had me wanting better pictures, so I took a class to learn how to take my DSLR out of auto mode and learn to use it for how it was meant to be used. The next few years are a bit of blur because that was about the same time that social networking was becoming popular. I found forums that allowed to share my work, and to see other’s beautifully created images. And this is where I began to get inspired again. To do what the next person is doing. I hate to say copy, because I don’t really want to copy their work, but I did want to learn to use light the same way they day. I wanted to learn to understand composition like they did.. Sometimes that meant tring to duplicate what they were doing, but It was a teaching moment for me. That one picture where I got it right was the stepping stone for the next one where I got it right without the help or vision of someone else.

As I grow as a photographer I still enjoy looking at other artists’ work. I try to disect what they did and how they did it. is their technique something that could work for me? Could their technique lead me to something new? Very possibly. Social media if full of artists who share a passion for their work. And who doesn’t like being around like-minded people? I am still learning from these talented artists. I participate in loops on Instagram were we all post at the same time every week. Sometimes with the theme, Sometimes not . Our reasons for doing so vary from person to person, but I believe in some small way we all feed off of each other.

My latest energy is being directed towards my Lensbaby products. I love the feeling of artistry I get from using them. I love that my creations are created in camera and don’t have to spend a lot of time in photoshop creating what I want. Yes, I still ask “how did you do that?” or “Which lens did you use?” I don’t ask so I can copy what they do, but instead to understand how that tool can help me create something that I love. I’m still growing as a photographer and my hope is that I’ll never settle for good enough. I hope I can keep learning and being inspired by others. After all, aren’t we a piece of every person and event that has happened in our lives?

I’ve been listening to a Podcast recently by David duChemin called the “ A Beautiful Anarchy.” It’s a podcast for creatives by a creative. I love listening to David talk as I take my walks in the morning. On one morning this week I was listening to episode 39 titled “Stolen Ideas about Originality.” David talks about how we “grow into individuality.” I have to agree with him and you can just look at my Instagram feed to see how my style have changed over the years. We are all working towards being our own unique selves. It’s a process and there are only so many tools out there for us to use, but that doesn’t mean that we have to use them in the same way. If you haven’t listened to David duChemin before I suggest you make some time. David is full of ideas and thoughts for helping the creative be who they were meant to be and he’s also full of metaphors as well. These almost always make me smile as I’m taking my walk in the morning!

I can’t let you go with sharing one of my most recent pieces. I created this image with the @lensbabyusa #Sweet35 optic and a crystal from the #Omni flare collection. #AnamorphicRaindrop.

Before and Afters

If you have paid any attention to social media lately, you’ll notice that many posts in Instagram are part of a loop. A group of artists or like minded people join together to create a circle of posts. One artist linking to the next with the last linking back to the first so you complete a circle. Many do it to beat the algorithms set up by the social media giants to get their posts in front of more people. It works. Well, it works until they change the algorithms.

I do it for fun and community. I’m met so many fun, talented photographers whose work and styles I admire and some whose styles I grow to admire the more I’m exposed to their work. The theme for one of my loops this month is “before and after.'“ So the photographer will post the original image with no edits and then final image! I love trying to figure out what they did to it. Sometimes it’s simple a crop, an exposure adjustment but sometimes they’ve added magic. I love it when someone takes an image, I probably would have passed over, and makes magic happen.

Most of my macro work is created with a Lensbaby. I use many of their lenses. Since there is already an artist element involved most of my edits are fairly simple. A slight crop, maybe some brightening in areas, a matte finish. I never feel these images need much. They are, more often than not, beautiful straight outta the camera!

This image was created with a Lensbaby Velvet 56 and an extension tube.

The SOOC (straight out of camera)

The edit. You decide. Did it make a difference?

Sometimes something just strikes you as pretty....

This is one of the those images. I love walking around the garden looking for unique compositions for my flowers. I, also, love the effect of Lensbaby lenses. They save me a whole lot of editing time and who wouldn’t rather be shooting flowers than sitting at a computer editing? Not me.

This flower was one of the last flowers on my Cherry trees. It was later in the evening as the sun was setting and this one dying flower had a tiny bit of dappled light highlighting one petal. I fell in love! I was shooing wide open, so almost nothing is in focus. You know what, I don’t care. This almost borders on the abstract, I’m drawn to images that tell the story. But barely.

Shot wide open with a Lensbaby Velvet 56!

Mother Nature

The weather is finally warming. The flower are pushing through the soil. The buds on the trees are springing open with the pastel colors. The grass is greening and outside my window Mother Nature is sharing the miracles of life.

One morning a few weeks ago, movement in the backyard caught my eye. Too small for a deer. To big for a bird. Where the rabbits feasting on my flowers? I had to have a closer look. To my surprise it was a mama fox on her way across my yard. When she got to the shed, these four kits eagerly greeted her! Mama watched her surroundings, for any signs of predators, as the kits nourished themselves. Then one by one when they had enough they cautiously began to explore their surroundings and play. Jumping. Tumbling. Rolling. Biting. Sniffing. All done under the watchful eye of mama. Mama is not affectionate, although the kits try. She does a good job of cleaning each of her babes before ushering them back into the safety of their den. I stand mesmerized. Wanting to wait for their next appearance. Marveling at how mama’s instinct tells her everything she has to do to care for her kits.

I feel so protective of them all! Soon mama will encourage them to leave the den to fend for themselves. I wish I stand by the window to see her do what needs doing!


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A wedding unraveled and celebrated!

I’m back from a quick trip to Charleston and Folly Beach in South Carolina. One year and one day later we celebrated my son’s wedding with the originally planned wedding reception. The world was closing down, changing the wedding plans, bit by bit each day that week in March of 2020. . My son and future daughter-in-law took each challenge in stride and persevered, found alternate locations, and had a beautiful wedding with only their immediate families and their attendants who were already in town. Things may have seemed broken at the time, but it was a beautiful day! Their lives were not ruined and their promise to each other shined bright and clear. Their journey started with a challenge that most would shrink away from. A year later, we got to share in the joy of their planned festivities!

The skies and pier in this image remind me so much of their experience. They will build bridge to their future together, just as this pier is being rebuilt. The sun will shine on them. Their love, steadfast and unwavering!

Image created with a Nikon D750 and Lensbaby Composer Pro with Sweet 35 0ptic  If you are interested in more info about how I created this, or any Lensbaby products,  or if you wish to purchase any Lensbaby products use code Kuhlman for 10% off at w…

Image created with a Nikon D750 and Lensbaby Composer Pro with Sweet 35 0ptic If you are interested in more info about how I created this, or any Lensbaby products, or if you wish to purchase any Lensbaby products use code Kuhlman for 10% off at www.lensbaby.com

Have you ever wondered.....

how photographers get that pretty lighting? Isolate their subject? What gear they use? Well, today I’m going to start sharing some of my knowledge and some of the lessons I’ve learned.

Macro photography was something I got into years ago after realizing that my teenaged sons were not going to be cooperative subjects. Nope Nada. Not happening. And I had to respect their wishes not be posting on social media!

I took classes on Macro photography. Learned all the rules. Then learned how to break them! That’s when reach and desire for creativity began. I had had the Composer Pro and Double Glass optic for a few years but struggled with finding a way to use it. While taking a class, the instructor suggested the Lensbaby Velvet 56. I bought it and haven’t looked back since! Now I’m learning with the Sweet 35 attached to that Composer Pro that I’m making new friends with! I usually add an extension tube to get in closer to my subject and be able to achieve focus. You can play with the sizes of the extension tubes depending on the composition you’re looking for…or try them each out individually or stack them together! Go ahead a play. Have fun! Come back and let me know what you think! Maybe you’ll find a little heart in whatever you shoot too!

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Well, seems I've some catching up to do!

I guess I spent so much time getting the site up and running, followed by the holidays that I forgot all about my blog!  I've been sharing on Facebook and Instagram but not here. 

Hmmm....I need to improve on that!  

I have a new class starting soon, so hopefully I'll have some new context to share more frequently. In the mean time, I'll leave you with this:

 

 

 

 

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Well, I've done it!

I've thought about doing this for a while, but it took the encouragement of my guys to follow through!  I now have a business!  CathyKuhlmanPhotography.com is up and running!  Many times over the years I encouraged my boys to believe in themselves.  In fact, every time I had to write it somewhere along the way, be it a yearbook, on an Eagle Scout card, a soccer banquet well wish, or words of encouragement that parents left for their kids at back to school night, I said that same thing.  "Believe in yourself!"  Three simple, yet powerful words.  It's worked for them, and I can't tell you how many times my guys have said to me "You need to go into business!"  I guess it's my turn now!  

If you've enjoyed seeing my work as I've grown as a photographer over the last few years, you may equally enjoy taking a look around my website to see some of my favorites!  This is  just a start!  I have so many more images that I can't wait to share with you, but in order to get the site operational I had to stop somewhere and do the work of building a website!  I'll add more favorites as time allows.  If you don't see something you like, let me know and I'll see if I can put it in the store!  

 

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Havre de Grace, MD

I had a chance to hang out with some friends from the Digits group at Maris Grove for an evening of shooting.  Havre de Grace was out destination.  We were hoping for a gorgeous sunset, which didn't quite happen, but we still managed to get some worthy images!